Love, Sympothy. - first chapter
36 days ago
It was 2003. I was born . The world seemed happy. And peaceful, and bright. With loving parents, and the world´s loving soul. On my birthdays, we had parties and sleepovers. In preschool, I was an amazing student who got awards. Then. When I turned 10. Everything started being different. My birthday, it was just a day of crying . When I had puberty, nobody was there to help me. And, when i did awesome at school, my mom came to pick me up and just drove.. No speech or congrats. When I turned 11, my parents divorced. I cried. Life was so amazing.. What happened? I called my dad this morning. No answer.. Just a "ring ring.". Maybe dad is kissing somebody ? NO! I can´t think like that ! Maybe dad and mom divorced because I was too much ?.. I went over to my mother, who was cooking eggs and bacon for breakfast. "Morning mom ." I smiled. She waved.. Didn´t say anything ! She could have just said, "SORRY BUT ME AND YOUR DAD DIVORCED YEAH BIG DEAL SO SORRY I AM SORRY FOR NOT SPEAKING!". That could have been a simple apology. But when I asked, why dad ain´t answering my calls. She started sobbing . "Your fa-father and I, a-aren´t just meant to be ! He f-f-found somebody e-else.. Sweetie, don´t r-remember dad.. P-p-please." I stood there. Trying to sit in the chairs, but failed. I was surprised. I gently hugged her. "Sorry for asking .." I said softly. She hugged me back and whispered, "It´s okay. I am sorry for not speaking.. Your father has gotten me all mixed up. So sorry hun." I smiled. She apologized. A simple apology. I accepted it. I´m glad to hear mother is moving on. Moving on ... Moving on.. Speaking of moving.. I have to change schools because ever since dad left we moved to a new house. House.. House... Hou- I fell asleep on my mom´s shoulder. Quite comfy. And I dreamed about why Life changed.