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chideha | Published 65 days ago
  



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My mind has gone from who I used to be to what I am now. The person inside my head makes me happy. But the person inside my head is so much better than me. The person inside my head made me feel happy about myself and everything around me. Everything is okay. Nothing ever goes wrong. The person inside my head has a great life. Im not as fortunate as the person inside my head is. The person inside my head replaced me. I dont remember myself. The person inside my head is better than me, why remember who I am? The person inside my head is a lot of people. Im just one person. Everyone likes the person inside my head. No one really likes me. But now, the person inside my head  isnt what they used to be. It hurts to be anything but the person inside my head. It hurts to be the person inside my head. My mind has become a dark, empty space. I cant hear myself think. All I hear is a voice telling me to be this person. And I keep hearing this voice. Every. Single. Day. What have I done? I dont know what to say anymore. I dont know what to think anymore. My mind doesnt belong to me anymore. It belongs to the person inside my head. I want to stop writing this. Why is this here? People dont expect things from me. They only expect things from the person inside my head. But now the person in my head is gone. They wont come back. I dont know why. Now my mind only seems to be falling apart. Every time I think, do, or say something, that voice just tells me how much of a bad person I am. It wont even let me finish writing this. I wish I didnt write the things Im writing in this. Im not sad. Im not happy. Im just someone Im not.




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χṡhαḋøώṡhÿχ
This is really deep and well written, I really enjoyed it. :)
Updated 63 Days ago
_CreativeShrimp_
This is deep. <3 it
Updated 65 Days ago
_CreativeShrimp_
This is deep. <3 it
Updated 65 Days ago

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