Words and Feelings - first chapter
45 days ago
He was my best friend....I told him all my secrets,my pain and weakness. Then he turned on me. What did i do to deserve him to do this to me? What was even worth him getting out of this...... I walked to school in my normal school outfit. The short skirt and my over sized pink sweater. My brown braided hair bounced as a walked to school. I looked to my side and frowned. He wasn´t there. I slap both my cheeks to get over it. He´s gone theres no need for him anymore. I was a couple blocks away when i got shoved from behind. I almost fell. I turned around. ¨.........¨ i couldn´t speak. Why would he even do this to me? My eyes stared in horror as he kissed Pre,my crush. I turned around and started running looking down i started crying. ¨Mimo?¨ i heard Pre yell after me. I kept running. What did he even want from me!? I reached school red eyed and out of breath. I walked in to go to my locker. I opened it and there was a note me and him wrote 5 years ago. It read. ´If one should not confess our love everyday,then we shall not live~¨ Want did that mean?!. I got pushed onto the locker. My cheek and body was pressed against it. I looked who it was. ¨Hey,missed me?¨ he asked. ¨....¨ i didnt speak to him. Crowds came over. ¨Bitch,talk¨ i looked back to the locker. He grabbed my sweater to throw me down. I fell this time. Tears stared forming. ¨Aww,are you bout to cry,little Mimo is about to cry?¨ He kicked me. ¨Your so disgusting,kill yourself,lesbians don´t matter anyway¨ The pain hit my stomach and my heart. Sometimes I wonder....if i should kill myself. ¨Mimo!¨ Pre gasped. I got up to be shoved down again. ¨What do you want Luke??¨ i asked me. ¨For you to die¨ he hissed. Pre grabbed my arm and helped me up. ¨Im fine Pre¨ i said trying not to yell ´I LOVE YOU´ again like last time. ¨Really,your bleeding¨ She said looking at my scraped knee. ¨Pre,get away she is a lesbian.¨ Luke said grabbing Pre. I grabbed my books. ¨Luke,your a child,a stupid child,you will never be happy!¨ i yell. I run away before he can hit me.